I like this picture; it looks like the puppy is giving the camera a "come hither" look.Sunday, June 14, 2009.
Good grief. I can't even remember this morning; it feels so long ago. Let's see... I went prayer walking before I came back to help set up for church and help with lunch. Roxina, MariChuy, and Fernando sat with me since Suzanne was sick. Carla, Tita, and Uriel also sat on our bench. Therefore I was distracted for most of the service. Rod had the sermon about the second commandment: idols. When we dropped off the villagers in Mochiqui, Loren went to visit someone and Janessa, Ricardo, and I were left in the truck to wait. Bella discovered us and she and Ricardo had a little spat. After lunch, I emailed and tried to sleep... but it was just too hot. So I settled for laying on my back and "relaxing my brain." A crew from Mochiqui came along to the San Pedro service. Good thing too, because not many of the other attendees did. The San Pedro service was very relaxing. I thoroughly enjoyed it. Rod dropped me off afterwards and I smelled popcorn before I rounded the corner to the house. I was so hungry!
Monday, June 15, 2009.
Maybe I ate too much last night. Whatever the case, I was awake long after I turned out the light... thinking and thinking and thinking that I wishing I wasn't thinking. When I woke up, I laid in bed and didn't check my clock. If I would have, I might have noticed that I'd set my alarm for p.m. instead of a.m. Whoops. I got ready really fast. After breakfast was the 1 and 1/2 hours I've set aside for my weekly torture... er... verb study. I actually enjoy studying again; after doing it for 16 years of my life, it becomes habit I guess. Then I went to visit Vanessa's family. There were a million things I would have rather done. One of the scenarios I imagined was crawling into a bitter Illinois winter and curling up in flannel sheets and thick blankets and a mug up hot chocolate on my nightstand with just a bit of soft Tchaikovsky in the background. But there I was at the gate under the blazing Mexican sun, squinting in at the inhabitants and realizing the power they had over my emotions. We did a lot of sitting and not so much talking. Alejito charmed me with adorable smiles. After lunch, I hid out in my room with lemonade and chocolate covered coffee beans. We had a typically hot ride to San Pedro for Kid's Club. Reina's dog wandered around under the van seats and kept bumping into my legs. I gave her a soft kick to remind her that under no pretenses did I enjoy her sharing hair with me. Only four boys came to class. I couldn't blame the kids that didn't come; it was so hot, who would leave their houses unless held at gun point... or unless they happened to be persistent missionaries? While Rod read the story to the class, Guillermo leaned over and whispered that he remembered the story from the Jesus film we'd shown in San Pedro. That was encouraging to think that this little six-year-old still had images from Jesus' life in his mind. I helped him and Juanito to memorize their verses. This is how my study session went with Juanito: Together- "Amaras al Senor tu Dios con todo..." Juanito- "...tu alma." Me- "tu corazon." Together- "y con toda..." Juanito- "...tu alma." Together- "...y con toda..." Juanito- "...tu alma." Me- "tu mente." At least he'll know to love the Lord his God with all of his soul, if not his heart and his mind. When we left, Rod put on a blaring Southern Gospel CD and away we roared. Ana stopped by to see me in the evening. It was a good distraction from my boring evening routine. Her visit really blessed me and I didn't do anything else worthwhile all evening... besides shower (very worthwhile!).
Tuesday, June 16, 2009.
I bought groceries. I had to walk uptown to get vanilla. I made cookies, did my laundry, and stamped tracts. I made red rice and bean burritos for lunch. That meal always reminds me of Stacey. *sniffs*. I had a list of things to do on my time off, but I opted for laying on my back, staring at the ceiling, and listening to music. It was relaxing. We passed out tracts in Aguajito and Colexio. Only a few people from the orphanage came due to the flu making its rounds. The new girl, Margarita, and I passed out tracts together in Colexio. She so quiet and I pretended that I didn't know much Spanish... okay, not really. We did talk a little. On the way home, I had one of my moments again when I just look at the kids and mourn their lost childhood... their unhappy years they can never reclaim. Thinking about what humans do to other humans just makes me angry. But praise God that they are in a better situation now and surrounded by people who love them! We got home, hot, sweaty, and dirty. After dinner, I found Lindolfo Reyes (a Choix politician running for Congress) on the Internet. I played the video clip over and over again until we all had his theme song running through our heads.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009.
I woke up several times during the night with the realization that the evening had not cooled off. Then morning came and instead of the forecasted "scattered thunderstorms", we had "scattered electricity." Finally it made up its mind to stay off for awhile. It was suffocating in the house without fans. I told Donna that "I should NOT be literally dripping with sweat at 8:30 in the morning!" The air was thick. I went shopping and found that all of Choix was out of electricity. I mailed a letter. Poor Diego was practically suffocating in the hot little office as he waded through stacks of undelivered mail and a line of customers. I told him, "Ojala que tenga un buen dia!" (I hope you have a good day!) and he said "Your Spanish is good!" Inflated with pride, I marched out of the office, confident that my Monday morning "torture" was finally paying off. I shopped around a little and bought myself a coke. I don't even like coke, but it was so hot that I needed one. And, yes, I understand the fine line between "need" and "want." I talked on the phone and tried to finish up my "to do" list as I ate junkfood. Right before prayer meeting, I ate a large salad and went for a short walk to make myself feel better; my conscience was temporarily soothed. After prayer meeting we picked up Santos on our way to Mochiqui. He was walking, apparently left behind by the orphanage van. I asked him a few questions regarding his behavior and why he was walking. We had almost reached Mochiqui before Sergio and Jorge clambored onboard. Santos and Jorge motor-mouthed all of the way into the village. "This village looks a lot like a little village called Mochiqui that I visited once." When they saw Jorge's grandma and cousin: "That lady looks a lot like my grandma. That girl looks like my cousin!" Back in Choix, Donna made smoothies, which I am currently enjoying.
Thursday, June 18, 2009.
Happy anniversary Dad and Mom! The storm last night cooled off the world again. Our backyard has a lake. Caleb wanted to dig a hole and have a swimming pool. Lenn took me to the orphanage. Going through the valley was chilly; I'd forgotten what it was like to be cold. I took over lunch prep. The day was difficult... Rosalina and Roxina just found out that their brother was killed. It was hard for them to deal with the thought of never seeing him again... even in eternity. Suzanne creatively helped me create a dessert. In the afternoon, all of the kids went up to the dorm to have school. The house was blissfully quiet. I sat in the house and talked with Suzanne and sipped on some iced tea. A truck load of visitors came to visit Margarita. Debbie took care of them while Rhonda, Suzanne, and I hung out in the air-conditioned bodega for our time off. Eventually I emerged to entertain Chuy and help Suzanne with a task I'm not going to write about... (because I don't think he knows yet and I'd rather he not find out via my blog). I tried to throw dinner together while dear Debbie was still entertaining Margarita's visitors. We ate leftovers. Chuy was fussy. He ate a ciruela, part of a mango, and a pitaya (I didn't stick around to see the after-effects). Then came the rain. It poured and a liberal, cool breeze wafted through the open windows and doors. Chuy wanted to play in the rain and was upset when I pulled him out of it. When Lenn brought me back into town, the Yoder family was sitting on the front porch in the dying light. No electricity. I took a cold shower by candlelight and had just decided to go to bed when the lights came back on.
Friday, June 19, 2009.
I thought this morning would be a good morning to ride bike. Fat chance. No morning is ever a good morning to ride bike! The outside air was cool... but muggy as I soon found out. I wasn't dreadfully hot, but I was dripping with sweat by the time I got to the orphanage. I got a late start on the laundry and had nine loads to wash before lunch. Margarita left with social services just before lunch to return to her home. I ate lunch while feeding Chuy his beans and rice. I went straight into time off. When 3:15 p.m. rolled around, I was relaxed, cool, and ready for the next step of my day... making tortillas. I walked to Mochiqui and was all sweaty by the time I got there. This humidity is worse than the dry heat! I sat and talked with Ana for a while as she showed me her drawings. And then we moved under the awning to the "kitchen" to make tortillas. I had to endure the eyes of her parents and her sister as I made my first attempt at flour tortillas. They laughed at me, and I did my best just to laugh along. Ana rolled out perfectly round tortillas; I rolled out Africa, Asia, and Antarctica. One was so bad that Ana's sister, Rosa, hooted with laughter and carried it over to show her amused mother. Jesus and Julio (Ana's boyfriend and brother respectively) also stopped by for a little to add some amusement to their day. Regardless of all of the ridicule, the tortillas were delicious. But standing around a fire in the hot and humidity, I was soaked. But then came a cool breeze and then the rain. Some of the little Mochiqui girls stopped by and we played in the rain. I helped with making corn tortillas and then we walked to the orphanage for "power fun night" (fun night with the church). After we ate, we played volleyball. Janessa and I were on Carlos' team and he gave up on us after several games. He claimed that his leg hurt, but soon he was riding bike and then playing for another team. The night was fun and I was very tired by the time I collapsed on my bed.
Saturday, June 20, 2009.
I ate tortillas for breakfast and felt like a true Mexican. After class we all piled into the van. I had Tita on top of me, Roxina blocking the window breeze on one side of me and Rhonda and Chuy tight against my other side. I was so hot, but I made it. We worked on getting lunch ready and keeping Chuy out of trouble. Just before lunch, Johan radioed to ask if the boys should bring pitayas down for lunch. I thought Rhonda was running upstairs to ask Lenn, and I told him so. Then: "What is she, your servant?" "Pretty much!" I replied happily. Rhonda told me to boss her around once the boys came down. So while Johan was sticking the pitayas in the freezer, I yelled, "Rhonda! Get outside and give this to the dogs!" Both Rhonda and Johan burst out laughing. "You can't even sound mean when you try to!" Domingo whined about everything during lunch clean up. I had to take care of an issue outside on the back step after I chased a curious Miguel out of the doorway. As soon as the boys were gone, another issue arose. I was weary of problems, but hanging out with the girls and Fernando brightened my day again. MariChuy and Roxina were drinking salt water. I let them go until Roxina started dumping more salt into her water. I started a mini-lecture: "Salt is not good for your veins! Salt goes into your blood and your heart gets tired of pumping salty blood and it will stop and you will die!" Roxina gave me a terrified look before both she and MariChuy dashed to the sink and dumped their salt water down the drain. Quickly, they rinsed out their cups and drank several glasses of clear, fresh water. "Nos asusto la Tricia!" (Tricia scared us!) the panting Roxina exclaimed to Maria who was laughing in the next room. She said her heart was pounding wildly and still looked a bit wide-eyed. I laughed and laughed. The kids got their candy when "Gronda" (as Roxina calls Rhonda) got up. Roxina wanted more than her share because she claimed that the candies were small and "like vitamins." She gave me a guilty smile when I laughed at her. I love that girl! I took my time off with some iced tea. I helped finish dinner after my time off. Roxina didn't put any salt on her sopa fria and I had to check and make sure that her heart was still pumping. After dinner clean up, I played a quick game of soccer with Domingo and Roxina. I was goalie. When Domingo came in to score, I kicked the ball away from him. Without a defense for the other team, the ball bounced merrily along and straight into his goal. After he left, Roxina, Fernando, and I played volleyball. Eventually Maria and MariChuy joined us. We had tons of fun although most of our time was spent in fetching the ball from various places of the property. We were still playing when Loren and Donna came to pick me up.